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Welcome to this no-point blog i made in years :)
Things didnt worked out as i planned before, but its still working out as God planned i think......
You see, i watched Pirates of The Carribean, On Stranger Tides, few weeks ago.
Then suddenly i thought about whats in Jack Sparrows mind. And i had no idea-_-
He always looks so careless, stupid, drunk, and insane. But things he do, turn out to be things people need. He surprises people. He lied, he took advantages of people, but behind it, he has good intention of it. I started to think, maybe he's an angel, sent from heaven to balance people-around-hims life. And, i had this crazy thought, why cant i be like him? What if I do things that are good for others, i dont have to care about myself, i dont have to care about what risks there might be, what if i just do it? And i was like "Oh my God i have found what i was born for............". That was the moment i feel relieve, i feel so great.

A day passed, a week passed, i realize, its so hard to do. Not because you dont wanna to do it, but because you love people around you. You wanna make them feel you're there. So i failed. But it was a great lesson though. :)

Omaigat who am i and what have i done to myself?
This post is written when im drunk. Sorry. And yes, i got sober in seconds.

xxx

heeeey back. for now. lagi pre. minggu lalu sibuk sekali. cape. tapi ditutup dengan bahagia kok :)
lagi banyak film bagus nih. pengen nonton film horror tapi gatau apa. pengen nonton the avengers tapi males dan gaktau kapan. lagi banyak pelajaran. mau serius belajar nih. doain yak :)
caoooooo

Old Fido Didooooo~

Saya menemukan bahwa baju-baju lama bisa kembali menjadi baru dengan sedikit modifikasi. Selain sesuai keinginan, hasilnya juga memuaskan. Gaksih, tergantung skill. Gakdeng canda

Plus, saya suka berpura-pura kreatif. Dan, inilah hasil temuan dan pura-pura kreatif saya 2 hari ini:

BEFORE

AFTER

 

It looked like the first one is better. But trust me when I say THIS IS OPTICAL ILUSSION! Okay not really……… but I swear I drowned in it. So I decided to cut the bottom and the hands.

So whatever. Just wanna share this.

Caoooooooo~ btw I love Jenna Marbles…..

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I have a lot of things to do until the end of the semester.
But first, let me take a good care of you, my dearest jumbo folded cutie tummy, leg and arms, okay deary....
Btw i miss my bestfriends......

Friday spell

Roda berputar.

As long as you’re doing the right thing, you’re fine, biatch.

So, K….. HERE I COME!!!!!!!

Fight for PRIDE!!!!

Gak deng. Pasti gangerti deh gue ngomong apaaa ciaaa alay lo ah dibilang gue gabakat nulis. Pengen mamer aja lg seneng.

Oke mari cao^^

xxx

Ever feel being rejected? Ever feel scared of being rejected? Ever feel being underestimated? Ever feel like every move you make are just wrong, and the more you try to fix it, the worse it gets? Ever feel scared of having different point of view? Ever feel like trying something new, but people think it’s dumb, or worse, IMPOSSIBLE?

Well.. Those are exactly what I’m feeling right now. And you know? I did tried to be strong. I even tweeted “The goal is to keep me from falling”. But I guess I fell, and wont get up.

So… I’m letting go. Yeppppp

Sumurugul

Trip Observasi tahun 2011… nggak bisa dijelaskan.

Disana gue ketemu kelompok gue yang kacau-kacau anaknya, dan orangtua asuh yang baiknya parah banget. Ada cerita kocak, serius, bahkan mistis.

SPEECHLESS

Kangen semuanya.

Berdasarkan pengalaman gue disana, gue bakal cerita satu-satu. Tapi, nanti. hehehe

caooooooo &&&

xxx

Film itu keren. Apalagi kalo bisa bikin film. Baaaah JEMPOL

Gue daridulu emang pengen bikin film. Di hape gue banyak loh video, atau boleh lah kita sebut film buatan gue dan temen-temen gue. Yaaa jadi intinya gue mau bikin film.

Film yang terakhir gue tonton, yang masih melekat di hati dan hari-hari gue itu TRANSFORMERS 3!!

Itu keren banget. Grafiknya, ceritanya gak terlalu gimana sih, tapi tetep aja keren. Gue suka banget.

Intinya gue suka transformers, dan film. Which is not so important.

Okay this is suck but i admit that blog is turning into a crap, like the old ones. ~By the way, i had a few blogs before. And it was... hmmm.. worse than this one.

Yang pertama gue buat pas SD. Itu gue isi hal-hal yang sangat menarik perhatian gue, kayak Mesir, tulisan-tulisan kuno, Harry Potter, dll. Hmmm masih bermakna deh. Tapi gue delete karena gue pengen bikin blog yang isinya lebih... mature. Tapi gagal. Mau tau kenapa gagal? Lanjut baca.

Yang kedua, isinya.... curhatan gue, full. Yak, itu lah kenapa gagal. -_-

Yang ketiga, yaitu yang ini, gue harap ga berakhir seperti senior-seniornya.

Oke, sekian. Bye~

xxx

"People may know your name, while not knowing your story.
People may know your story, but they will never know what you’ve been through.”

But sometimes, you should replace the underlined words with an “I”.

Welcome-Post

It gets harder each day.

But the harder it gets, the stronger i'll be.

WHAT THE- what have i done to myself?

Am i being.... quotish?

Is that even a word?

-_- cao